wordslacedwithgold™

Let me be consistent with  myself , 

I’m growing tired of being watered on my best days , I’m here dying on my worst days .. thirsty for a quench .. it’s like we in the 4th qtr. and for the whole game I been benched ..  

I need progression not consistency in stagnancy .. not these back n forth exchanges of messages that never lead to fulfilling conversations .. not these late night swindles that only lead to a “I’m home” text .. yea you reached safe but I feel left in harms way .. all the hesitations in any other destination except when you lay your head down .. 

where’s the cautiousness with handling something fragile .. 

once the heart breaks it could be mended but never fixed .. 

no one can love this pain away but time heals all they say .. 

so tomorrow when I wake, I’ve prayed a thousand times and I’ll pray again that I forget every little thing that brings your name to my memory..

Even the fact you never remember me , I’m in your face and still a distant memory. 

Let me be consistent with myself and never settle for less because I’m worth better than the best .. and true love begins with loving yourself. 

be consistent and watch the flourishing. 

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