i stared for hours on hours ..
till it hit four in the morning.
you were gone off the top shelf
and i was staring at rock bottom.
how was i to utter the words ..
you didn’t want to hear.
wishing suddenly i was drunk off anything,
including cheap wine.
anything to help me think ” I’m fine”
sobriety reminds me why i like being faded.
a lil’ downer to help me feel up ..
for a lil’ time.
“face ya fears and get at me”

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